this morning i called
for no reason, for all reason
has failed.. to no avail, i wished for your touch..
to touch once more.. i wished my tears
were for a joyous moment.. wished i knew the best course..
i wished i deserved you.. taken
by the force of time,
through change.. i remain intensely
chained.. heart strings attached.. princess,
unmatched.. i wish i knew
the magic words.. absurd mental state.. unable to relate
to the unreal.. princess,
just want you to know how i feel.. signed and sealed..
not ready to deal with this new life..
without you, i am..
still lost in this love..
still pray for that day.. still hope
that your heart is never carried away..