The flame that burned within you
has so cruelly been snuffed out
If I had only been there, had called you more, 
If I saw you more than once a month
I could soothe these doubts
But I can't...

I know now that you are at rest
Finally at peace
I have to be joyous for you
WE had more times that were happy, than 
the times you mad me sad...

You loved me, among a few
But it was the effects of me loving you
That you cherished the most
No longer agonizing over the wrong you've done
or the pain you caused me
Now you are free...

I still can't believe that you left me
how can this be?
The flame that burned strong and true
has been extinguished within you
stubborn as a bull, the sign of Taurus
you born under
Is it no wonder, you didn't fight to stay here...

Dying was never your biggest fear
It was always about that star to which you would attach your career
It was how you would go that seems so surreal
Covered in the shroud of nightfall,
surrounded by things you struggled to attain, maintain and mostly
where you  would entertain...

Gone now are your worries, needs , wants and fears
The loneliness and sadness, anger and tears


I will always envy you, the crying bit
I could never seem to add that to bag of tricks...

But with the end of this poem
I can say this, I Loved Him 
Best and true, it was all I knew or had to do!
This is your poem Dallas, where ever you are....

From me to you