The day seems the same but somehow it’s not.
The sky is still blue but its beauty doesn’t reach me
The sun still shines but isn’t as warm - couldn’t be
Because I still tremble
At the sight – or just the thought of HIM
Never love someone you work with…now I see him everyday and I’m forced
That nothing happened when –
I know…I love him.
I go through the motions of life before
Feeding the notion that there was never more – between us
But it’s so hard now - especially, everyday.
When I see the one who used to be mine.
I still can’t help but smile when he smiles
I still love the way he talks and walks…and the cute sound he makes when
He still does these things, as if unaware, that the sight of them
I discovered too late that I love him.
I shouldn’t - I know - but there’s no sense denying,
When I feel myself trembling - at just the thought of him.
Somehow love snuck up on me – a cruel twist of Fate
Because now I must get over him and the love I felt too late.
And it’s so hard sometimes – especially, everyday.
Today I feel the same as I did the day before
But time promises to heal my heart so I wait for
This promise to become real.
Meantime I suffer silently, patiently awaiting
Love’s death and my release from this agonizing pain…
When the sky will be blue and the sun warm and joy mine again.