Every morning when I awake and look beside me
What do I see?
A man that at one time promise to love me for me
Ignores and brings out the worst in me.
Through the years I have quickly moved down your list
I donít love you because I donít love me.
If I did my soul wouldnít cry daily
Leaving puddles all over my world.
I am drowning in my own pain
Leaving traces of a woman going insane.
I have chosen to share my life with a complete stranger.
Maybe this subconsciously feels safe to me.
I long to be touched and looked at through the eyes of a man
That understands my fragile soul and adversity
Someone that understands why being loved is so important to me.
Indescribable turmoil has invaded my soul
I am desperate for change but donít know where to begin
My mind spinning in circles for I have no control
This has become a battle I need to win...