I stand up its not looking to good down I stand up and stagger
and my back theirs a dagger
unbalanced as I look up at the ladder
the climb will be rougher this time
a voice telling me your going to feel a little pinch
body reacting to the chemical mix
dying from your book scent
NO STAY AWAY! mind is going out,
I can barely stand up YOU'RE GOING TO KILL ME!
I can't defend me, nowhere to run,
damaged has been done
where I am classified information.
Wanted I often change stations,
more needles waiting,
dying cause im not concentrating,
body sends vibes, I've had enough,
and sensitive to the touch.
You've put me in places I never wanted to be,
locked away while, your torture blackens me
another 50 cc before I go out,
I try to remember a melody.
Screaming as I go under why does this have to happen,
it felt like a paper cut,
I couldn't figure it out quickly I got 75 instead of 50,
blood flows slows, I can't breathe,
I'm fighting as they grab another needle to stick me,
fix me, mix me, somebody tricked me,
I'm falling to quickly
I don't want to be pictured the way they depict me
so many words in me, you rather offend me.
Mind engaged, writing so fast, I turn the pages quickly.
Words just hit me, blood stream tampered with,
this is what's left, decision on a coin flip
was it the lyrical content
that doesn't add up to a cent
to measure with?
The degree of what I'm fighting with
thinking against all of it
when I said it I meant it 100% is the percentage
leveled off with vengence garden of turbulence,
I was born in this............ BORN TO DO THIS!