The loneliness surrounds me as I sit here all alone,
I wish my love for you had died, but instead it has grown.
So I live with emptiness each and everday,
Sanity seems fragile as I try to find a way.
A way once again to be a part of your life,
The wanting and yearing cuts my soul like a knife.
You say hold on to your dreams someday they will come true,
Today I have doubts if I ever again will get to hold you.
My heart is restless and starting to break,
I don't know how much more pain and confusion that it will take.
So I'll hold on another day to my one and true love.
And I'll wait for an answer from the heavens above.
I miss what we used to have.
I miss your tender touch.
I miss everything there is to miss.
I miss our fun times.
I miss our friendship too
I miss being with you.
I miss talking to you.
You entered my life unexpectedly,
Pouring your heart all over me.
I know there is nothing I can do,
But sit here and be blue,
Your heart has changed.
Your love has been rearranged.
I keep hoping that deep inside,
You still have feelings you are trying to hide.
Now I am the one that's hurt,
While you continue to run around and flirt.
I just wish things didn't have to be this way.
Every sweet thing you said was just a lie
I can't help but to wonder...............