Overwhelmed by his force..
Death before divorce;
Is the words he hypnotized into my head;
The bass from his voice heavier than lead;
The creator of my inner dread;
Soul almost dead;
Echoing nightmares, of "You Better Do What I Said"
The emergency room visits, stitches..
Seeing Needle and Thread..
My blood spilling Red..
All because my facial expressions were mis-read..
Your beast has been fed;
Surviving off of my goodness, instead..
Why do you abuse? Mis-use?
Why can't I ever choose?
I wanna dress in something different than black and blue;
Not One more bruise..
I've long paid my dues;
Skin stained with different hues..
I have absolutely nothing more to loose;
Scared by your hands and your shoes,
Everyone knows my body leaves clues..
But there has to be some thing New!
To thine Own-self be true..
I'm God's child so I have to forgive you..
But we have to divide, it can no longer be two..
Place this in my eulogy..It labeled "Because of You"