I sit back and analyze what exactly did go down,
it mystifies me still how
that night turned my life around.
As I sit and I analyze it's only now
that I finally realize
you never really loved me at all.
Don't know how I missed it;
don't know when u switched it.
Love is blind I was just your concubine
confusing sex with love.
Love is something I always dreamed of.
You my dream come true I thought
until that night we fought.
Your true colors came through
I couldn't believe it was you
what ever happened to…
"I love you more than all the stars in the sky"?
Oh…this is what I said
I guess your love was all in my head
no…no that couldn't be
cause look at all you have given me.
Even though it was all taken away
when your family said I couldn't stay.
Although that came to be
I didn't think you'd get rid of me
I was having your baby.
I decided then to get a home of our own
for you, me and baby, three a family.
We got the home but the love wasn't there
pain and lost memories were all I had to share.
Every time I looked in your eyes all I saw was a cold stare.
Tried to compromise but all I seemed to see was lies.
You were who I began to despise
No trust, no respect, two bosses under one roof.
I became aloof.
"Who do you think you are"?
Well maybe one day you'd be a star.
I didn't want to be your wife
but I still wanted you in my life.
Started to feel like you hated me.
Abandoned again twice kicked to the curb
I want to move back to the suburbs.