As I look up I realize that your Mistake was not a suprise,
My eyes are bloodshot red from my painful distressed crys.
I never thought or dreamed that it would happen to me,
My enraptured Fantasy turned to an agonizung reality.
the pain that was put on me was to much to bear.
I cant get overt the thought of you having a carnal affair.
You took my love and you ripped it apart,
along with my love you took my mind, my body, my soul and my heart.
you took advantage of the way that i felt for you,
you twisted shit around and made me feel like a fool.
If you didnt want to be with me then you should have said so,
did you think i couldn't handle it, did you think i wouldn't let go,
or did you have any intentions on telling me we were through.
Maybe not, but its not fair to me that you have your cake,
eat it and get my peice too,
It wasn't one girl, shit not even two, my stupidity let it be three,
My eyes are rad, my heart is throbbing, but you say you love me.
I been through to much to go back to the way it was,
I only held on becausse i thought i had a chance, a real chance at love.
But i gotta let go so i can get myself together,
and because you were my first love
and first heartbreak i will remember you forever.
so we can kiss this final kiss, it the last of our Romance.
But because i have hurt for so long i cant give you one more chance.